Sometimes I miss having friends. In particular a close, gay male friend who enjoys many of the things I do and appreciates them. Example: tonight I watched Being Julia again, primarily for the last scene of the play where Mdme. Benning's title character really comes into her own. As much as I enjoy it, I'd like it all the more if I had someone to share it with, someone who loved it as I did.
Basically, I miss Eric. More and more lately. I think that's because his birthday is on the 17th and I tend to think about him alot this time of year. He'd have been 37 this year.
I wish I wasn't so anxious around people, wish I was more at ease. But I don't know how to be anymore. As much as I like my own little world, sometimes I'd like to branch out and have someone to play with.
I know, I know....Numer of the Beast, Season of the Witch, the Rapture, Ann Coulter, whatever. Everybody run and hide.
I realize that it's important to feature all fides of an issue, but does she have to be so deliberately hateful all of the time? Even I can't be that caustic.